sexta-feira, 28 de fevereiro de 2014

Colorless Spirituality

their life is not much, though as much as any other, cuz they, the children of São Paulo, Santiago, Lima, Caracas, Rio could be kicking you and your smugged SUV or nose in any other city, south or east; fine to see how they make it through: abjection, home, disgust, bed-time, ugliness, story, bananas to eat or sell, dress up or dump among trash spread glories over such wides of sea most people wouldn't imagine to care what happens then, after all the pleasure, beauty, cleanness is gone or doomed inorganic.
So these other children and women take on the task to patrol and keep safe the remains of fast society, where life is made of shorts and ignominious where value was traded off for something else no body knows what, but the thing, it, keeps growing and in fact there is no stopping or aching
in fact these children, women, feeble men are the rest of us- shadows unifying human material dead and alive into one big, thick river.
...the river of colorless spirituality.


© 2014, JC

My soiled soul and I

My soiled soul and I

watching a black white movie with no
subtitles, spreading out message in frenzy
squirts of laugh, oh dew! 

where main role is me,
toss it!?

my soiled soul and I we
flame distractions shooting spacecrafts out
into the universe and listen

as tidal satellite music penetrates
ethereal ground I bend in concentration, take your hands in mine,
wishing to perceive all that you want me to 

we are but
mimetic alliterations driving the same road on and on again,
way too frequently, landscapes becoming we as our merging
gets closer to real noise
crumbling

we are like pain inflicting spiders waiting for prey and decision

often though boats drift to our coast
unaware of nature's vicissitudes

that's when my soiled soul and I
armoured as lyric knights undertake life to the serious
limits of passion killing visitors to the bones

we only allow guidance from beloved ones!

psssst!

watching the painter erase his masterpiece until he's left with his
last, unique amorphous layer?

© 2014, JC

quarta-feira, 26 de fevereiro de 2014

Tetis

Tetis

left mourning Tetis
by love's surgical island
my wit at my hands


© 2014, JC

He's draining me

sticking to it
nothing more or
less
we a have a son
my son
he's draining me
slowly, steadily
sucking the liquid
water
from this side to
his guts, on my request
I blow out, he in
and it works
my hope
at the end of the
day
we'll have the baby
pool ready for
delivery

© 2014, JC


Only you matter

Only you matter

There's a daily
moment of vague definition
I call poetry

daily
arrests of desert dust
deeply inhaled

dust blown-husked
in white flowering cistus
born of wind

blown between
word gaps of thoughts
cruised at random

At that moment
only you

only you
matter.


© 2014, JC

terça-feira, 25 de fevereiro de 2014

Sublimation

Sublimation, that's what they brought to dinner today. Argh I was expecting smoked salmon with honeyed fresh cottage cheese
watered down with Dom Pipas... would have been sublime. But no, they brought me sublimation. Like a dead carcass we chewed on and on, while silence, refraining from inevitables, blessed me with its last prayers:

       O thoughts, thou weight like giant tortoises stranded ashore my nuptial bed - I begged, only thou hands - as I felt the decay of my stoned body submerging under surfaces of unknown contours, only thou hands can serve as heat carriers from earth's magma onto this shiny layered sheets I call shelter and rescue me from this perpetual state of annihilation.

That night, I didn't think; my energy was transmuted into millions of molecules.


© 2014, JC

quinta-feira, 20 de fevereiro de 2014

Dripping moons

Dripping moons

there's a tap outside dripping
to the sound of owls
every full moon
I listen and watch too

there's a pail underneath the
tap, holding the water from
escaping it's disgorgement

across the street there's a tree
measuring time's etching of
mountain's contour

when dripping exceeds and
flowing begins I stand up
cross the street and deliver
the water to the tree

there's no end to the dripping
there's no tap without pail
I'll keep the watch!


© 2014, JC


You

You

Of inertia I run, fleeing
desperately I flee running
though my legs
trapped, they do not yield
cerebrally stuck in ineptitude

In skin - see through - space
the earthly ground I revolve
searching for the infinite tithe of
your pi-traces
but of you I'm only awarded
multiple, volatile replicas, each night
a different one

Last one was You, despite you had never
been it, you are only You, in me, after we
become Us and that you've never been!
such a pity, though at least
in this dream feeling like a dream
it was You and I was saying it to you and
you accepted it, well I don't know, but you
were showing happiness
because I was calling you, You and
secret and prohibitively we
kissed blamelessly while
you were telling me about your
experiences with geckos
passionately holding each other's
hands we made love;
then you disappeared or could it have
been me?

Everything took place privately
by the sidewalk
in front of high school


© 2014, JC

Tu

Tu

Corro de inércia a fugir
desesperado fujo a correr mas
as minhas pernas
presas, não desenvolvem
cerebralmente perras de inépcia

Revolvo o chão de terra,
em pele-transparente-espaço
procuro a dízima infinita dos
teus pi-vestígios
mas só me aparecem réplicas tuas
múltiplas, voláteis, cada noite
outras

A última eras tu, apesar de nunca o
teres sido, tu só és tu, em mim, depois de
sermos nós e isso nunca o foste
que pena, mas pelo menos
neste sonho que sabia a sonho
eras tu e eu dizia-to e tu aceitavas,
bom, não sei, mas sentias-te feliz
por eu te chamar tu e
secreta e proibitivamente
beijámo-nos sem culpa enquanto
apaixonada
mente me falavas das tuas
experiências com lagartixas
segurámo-nos nas mãos e
fizemos amor
depois desapareceste ou terei
sido eu?

Tudo se passou em privado
no passeio
em frente ao liceu.


© 2014, JC

quarta-feira, 19 de fevereiro de 2014

Sepia Fantasies

Sepia Fantasies

                                         never touched her

Her long, brown-reddish hair
undulated
made me gaze focused -
lookalike penetrating her
eyes. She was not beautiful,
the sort of beauty one would stare at
when not knowing
the real one hiding in the way of
smiling, moving or just greeting your
hands and laughing
of course.
More than that caught me
unable to concentrate on her words
because of her skin
her lips talking grabbed my whole energy
attention lost in sensitive questions
deeper than words.
I guess she never noticed
otherwise plenty of tigress maybe

                                                 then one day

Shamelessly she took
my fingers while describing me her
last fuss with her boyfriend
wrapping them in warm
rings of cozy love

                                                     inebriated

We met
often in cinemas
during lunch breaks.
She would call me in
despair, a weapon to use
disguised with subtle
intentions shared in arms
legs and cock-pits balancing
rubbed words as groggy tongues
exhausted

                                     she suggested more

gave her what she wanted, I.

p.s. 'm still looking for ingenious brains
who could help in materializing
the cartography of a human spirit
in locus. Preferably females.

© 2014, JC


terça-feira, 18 de fevereiro de 2014

Heading east of the full moon

Heading east of the full moon
just you and me dropping sweet memories across skies of folly
nested in our aspiration we rise high and higher into the night of anchorage, multiplying sight ahead and underneath

east of the full moon
there's an infinite darkness of meanings growing in all directions
how is it possible? The farthest we are never to get closer of anywhere
we only seem to vanish two points – heart bits into charted surveillance – displaying no collision, no redemption, faith a glimpse of blue dividing the universe, unaware of all promiscuity tainting its shores

east of the full moon
is a nothing pulling on my groin
between certitudes and interrogations we make a complete turn never seeing the whole.

© 2014, JC


By that old pathway

By that old pathway we went down
into the valley;
much had changed, the dairy was
gone, with it the intense smell of
cows, manure and milk, that thick
white liquid we collected in the
morning, just before d r i n k i n g it
inviting a suit of aromas to fulfill your
brain with all sort of wishes, deep
into the core of your guts,
blackberries and nettles flanked the track moistened in the coolest
splashing water all summer long

The blanket plant was still waving
walls though abandoned, what a
delight squeezing hands inside the
wool like caressing sheep, grass and
feeling secretly safe within a downy
realm under a massive granitic
frenzy of rain

The chapel, one of the many,
glimmering in green, white and gold
stood proudly by the huge plane
trees, resonating hourly bells, clear
as August scorching skies, reaching
the highest peaks, welcomed us on
our descent to the river, the one yet
finding it's way through the same
rocks;
on its margin, a house was being
brought up, so daring! Confronting
nature's bed and divine
casualties with human privates...

Though much was forever changed
we found the same well and we
bathed rejoicing our naked souls in
the fresh summering water, swam
like little painters, jumped off the
cliff, fell for the smell of mint and got
bitten by hairy flies, just like in good
old days, drenched in sun, belief
and mundane love.


© 2014, JC

segunda-feira, 17 de fevereiro de 2014

Undercover Enemy

Undercover Enemy

Desperados' land playing nuclear kids around conical ogives praising sex drugs and rockabilly undercover a sheriff's hat; clamming legislation,
deeming blood for territory, land of
promises anew recycled, rewashed in distance, in rejection of past ancestral diabolic culture

Damn(ed)!

The land of rejoined west far there
behind almighty ocean, holding
bullets in trees as chickens upon a
fig's naked winter trunk and guns in
pockets loaded with registration fees
and old musty biblical love...
licking authorities colt for a dime or
good luck

Say, I tell you sun, this is one hell of a community, read the guidelines, ours', bend your will to serve in appearance and you'll be fine! BTW it's gated, so you're safe...
in here it's me ruling though - the
breath I take you shall receive – it's
me breaking the law; but it's OK 'cuz I'm the crime watcher, I have a big toy (as plenty do) my only duty
defend you, body & soul

So may it be
in heaven too!

© 2014, JC


sexta-feira, 14 de fevereiro de 2014

quinta-feira, 13 de fevereiro de 2014

That he could be I

These radio guys, just don't know any more what they shall say...
they clog them selves and us, shamelessly
they garrotte us, they cloy us
with useless transgenic
waste
make them hollow Oh miserable!
We, the ones who accept
nothing, unless rubbish
with what our final supper is being
prepared,
let us reject!

On sun's eves
to south
I was finally transferred.

The nectarines dropped
down her juicy breasts,
lucidity rips
in hands paring
and squeezing nodes
delighted we
absorbed the remains.
Travels awake in me bizarre, ambiguous
dreams.

However,
we succeeded hushing the scruffy radio guys;
parked in awe
they gazed at us
flabbergasted...
I didn't mind.
Febrile in anticipation
I scanned the landscape imagining
how it would be for each of the other 33
in the bus
to look into the same landscape.
Which sensations would they have
before the same reality
that dazzled
me.

The bus stopped.
Time for the little pee, coffee and cookie.
The guys couldn't behave,
there was trash everywhere;
collateral furies diverted me.

I closed my self in my window
and let my eyes land in a still car not faraway.


Inside the driver stared at us
and I at him and he at me... I don't know
it was too faraway
but I felt
that that he
could be
I.

© 2014, JC

Debouchment Studies III

Debouchment Studies III

City buses can be a great place to fall
literally or in love with

A parallel mix of fugitive lines
speeding up in tedious rituals
enmeshed labyrinths hiding
neighborhoods lingerie classics against
faded yellow houses on the verge of knowing
gravity

Before getting in do not forget to
obliterate your ticket

This city is a river. An Immense
water surface
rippled behind it's margins
meshing every air particle
with a unique
luminosity
crowned by pine trees
blended to the rhymes of
Atlantic impetus
forging the soul of her
seven hills

Sometimes memories wipe themselves
out. Window seats are the best;

Although there is a general concern
the clock is ticking likewise
sun raises from east
to the sound of staid faces confirming
the hour -
happiness will wait
while taverns go open in
decent morning cleanness
the smell of coffee will pour through
narrow streets in metric scale
widened after p.m. with lewd estuary's
breeze

strangely
there's never a collector on sight

fate is an excuse
we like to adore
no matter what
we'll drink to it
we'll sing our sad songs
after midnight comes
unveiled in communal acceptance
blurred by cigarette smoke
juicy intimacy
and a wasted love
waiting

Running for their last minute's drive
taxis should be avoided too

it all ends up with a view
a hand drawing a future there
far behind windows or
long after present waters clash
into the open sea
before dawn threats with
promises squirting west-like adrenaline
we'll be all dreaming
bizarre corpses on a reckless
indefinite
journey

© 2014, JC










quarta-feira, 12 de fevereiro de 2014

Social-haziness

Hands
flipping seconds
ropes sliding tunes of anxiety

Brain
freezing heart beat
though sweetness pea hooks

Verbal
paralyzing thought fluids
psycho tension fuzzing self

Being
too much aware of
not a competitive tool

Some herbs may help learn social-haziness!

© 2014, JC


terça-feira, 11 de fevereiro de 2014

Debouchment Studies II

Debouchment Studies II

Like particles of water
unable to plan directions
into solid ground WE converge

Enlarged by many
our strength and power becoming
ONE. We'll always have

matter of plenty
seduction to remember
Paris, Venezia, Lisbon

(though)

among so many
adrift we stroll
without putting
the slightest fight
or even
considering
                 q u i t i n g

“... the stream
using its unique magnetism
ensures group cohesion.”

(but)

the problem being -
rule Ii must remember this,
being an opponent to
lamb(ic)like structured society
never felt compelled to
rejoice in unison
with....,
just because of

(do or die)

unable to prove true
or false
at this point of stars
we all mingle as one hyper
universe
into
YOU.


© 2014, JC

Injury

And injury! Shaken against my
system of honour and forever you.
Takes out sparkling memories
sticking articles into zillions.

© 2014, JC


An architected Bang

Objectively as RED
lines Escape any balance. An
architected Bang blowing directions,
come up with a Twilight!
Make possible, improbable.


© 2014, JC

segunda-feira, 10 de fevereiro de 2014

The Strange Thing About Words

The Strange Thing About Words

How often we ignore them
in fact, we
gradually increase our debug level
in order not to get annoyed by the
ignorance, noise
invading our aura of
integrity

She licked her onion soup lips, just before sealing the envelope;
days later I could still smell it
in my finger news

We used to write incognito letters
to each other
just rendering our sexuality
as emotional appetites
in innocuous words

Can you image?
everything was so purely blatant
once I told her I would digress over her neck and shoulders
she sent me a photograph of hers, in her room
in return I sent her a small barrel filled with soft yolked eggs
And you trusted her... your feelings?
It was too late not to. From the moment you stand up inertia is gone and
you can't stop raising the mood
When you're cast in the middle of a full raising moon
you're lost!

Laying in bed, I would wait, anxiously
day after day
for the postman next bell's ring

Alienated from all the rest, I
envisioned only
one unnamed departure
mine, onto an exotic land.

Have you ever seen a bull fight?
Words can be powerful, dangerous as the glaciers path
they can trim your mind, at a distance
pound your core
existence squeezed
bull fixed gory eyes in man's
The moment preceding brutal clash
words like keen horns
inflicting naïve pain
upon disarmed
beliefs

Attachment grows while you're sleeping – no control
(another time) she sent me a sandalwood letter opener
which I mixed with the scent of
dunes and spinifex
devouring all
afterwards.

Some men have baby-dolls!


© 2014, JC